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Wednesday, 28 January 2009

  • Sometimes it's necessary to strike out in solitude to remember that there are a few precious things in life that are best done alone. And while loneliness is an awful and desolate feeling, we use it to grow and appreciate the otherside when it comes around. Besides, you can't fully enjoy food without hunger can you?

Friday, 23 January 2009

  • On hard work and dancing

    Some argue that innate talent doesn't exist but I believe in it. Oh trust me, I do. If you pitch baseballs at 100 kids with no previous exposure to the game, some will have an aptitude for putting the wood to the ball. There is no question about it. But talent is the smallest grain of sand on the beach. Talent will always be usurped by effort.

    That said, how does this relate to dance? Well, Xanga, I think it's time to take my beliefs to the proving grounds and see where hard work takes me in bboying.

    I'll tell you a secret. I've never been a fan of talent. I've always felt I've had to work just a little harder to accomplish the equivalent of what another person has. If I have a talent, it's the ability to put myself through trying situations to achieve what I want to achieve. I can, somewhat grudgingly, endure punishment to take that next plodding step toward the summit. This isn't to say I have a marvelous will power either. I'll use any trick I can to motivate myself because I know I lack this pure discipline.

    I'll be busy for a while. While you aren't training, I will be.

Sunday, 07 December 2008

  • 5:00 AM.  The world's gone silent.  Uglier as well.  But still I ascend as I cast away the heavy cares that moor me to this open and overgrown wasteland.  Higher and higher I go with a secret terror that the wasteland is a mirror and that it is in fact, moored to me.  Not the other way around.

Monday, 27 October 2008

  • What happens tomorrow is something that can be known for certain only after tomorrow has already expired.  In that sense, destiny is retrospective isn't it?  Come to think of it, the notion makes me chuckle a bit.  Destiny... Ha.  Let me leave it be for now and get back to my original thought that made me open up this entry. 

    The worst thing I can do --five, ten, fifteen, whothehellknowshowmany-- years from now is to look back and see that I've been running on a damn treadmill all this time.  It's really hollow cycling through days/seasons/years.  So I ask, where the hell am I going right now?  I can think about it until my head bursts but all I do is draw blanks.  I think I'll leave it open ended for now.  I don't need to find direction tonight.  At least I see the treadmill now.
          

Friday, 19 September 2008

  • Farewell Summer

    I don't know about you but there are about three days in Autumn that really impress me.  An ocean of green loses its sun loving ways and conspires to make a sweeping decision.  And for those first three or so days of golden luster it amazes me that the world just decides to up and change itself.  But we take it for granted of course.  Imagine the commotion if the ocean spontaneously turned crimson or the night sky traded in it's cool blue-black cover with silver speckles for a solid green one.  Just on a whim.  Just because. 

    Maybe it's our unique human condition to toss this event into a deep bucket of amazing things turned mundane.  We crumple up the turning of the Autumn leaves and toss it into the bucket.  It lands and settles right next to waking up with the warm sun on your face and on top of seeing the person you love everyday. 

    Our human condition has taken us across the earth and the oceans chasing wonder and amazement.  And when we weren't satisfied with that we looked to the moon to captivate us.  And now we look beyond that.  But I don't care.  I'm putting my foot down.  Year after year I want these three Autumn days to amaze me.  I'll pretend that it's the only time in history that the world will decide that changing color is the right thing to do.  I'm not going to throw it into the bucket to wait for the next amazing thing to be stripped of it's brilliance, crumpled up, and cast in to land gently on top of it. 

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